Hello everyone, I hope you all doing well In this post I want to seek some guidance ans clarity about my problem. I am dealing with a lot lately, physically and equally mentally. I used to be a healthy person 1 week ago , but somehow things changed and I am writing this post because at this moment, I have no one to vent to . It all started , with one wrong movement, I tried to help my father carrying some stuff but while doing so I hurted myself. That's number one incident. I felt awful and expected my family to give me mental support and to reassure me stuff like : Allah is here for you , you will get better and show me this kind of empathy. But instead my father told me : that's what you get , you girl deserve that and you will keep getting punished..... I in my whole life never expected someone to say that to me . Eventually, i started to understand that no matter what i try to show to this family I will always be the ungrateful daughter who can't never be understood..... The thing is this period of time somehow i eventually ,bizarrely kept getting incidents one after another I did eventually get harassment the next day by a guy randomly .for the first time in my life i couldn't defend myself because i was in weak state of mind but Al hamdoullah....
When it comes to praying, i started feeling nothing. Basically since i can't make Soujoud and Rokoua . My body is stiff and every move makes me so irritated. I felt like i lost my connection with Allah as if my prayer is just trivial cz i didn't feel nothing .
In this post, I wanted to know how to handle these kind of situations when u get no one to lean on , when u feel like life keeps getting worse and worse and you got no one .
Thank you for listening to my yapping
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