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I was recently diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, and Depression. It all started when I had a panic attack during an interview. Before that, eve...

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I was recently diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, and Depression. It all started when I had a panic attack during an interview. Before that, even preparing for it seemed heavy and my heart would start racing. I still have two more rounds of interviews left and I fear that it might happen again. I cannot prepare for the interview as I'm physically incapable of doing so anymore. I pray to Allah that he grants me the job despite of my limitations. However, since I'm unable to prepare for it, I cannot have Tawwakul in my prayer. I'm trying, I really am, to put in efforts, but everytime I open my laptop or look at the preparation content, I am filled with anxiety. It's like my brain has already given up. But I still want the job. I know only Allah can make it happen, but I'm struggling with my faith in my dua.

Has anyone experienced this and came out of it?

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Make Dua Allah swt guides me and increases me in understanding of the religion and increases me in certainty, and that guides me to the path of purification, and that he increases me in high aspirations so that I am able to remember him abundantly and think of Allah the right way

May Allah bless all of yous who do make Dua for me, and likewise I’ll make Dua for all of yous, I’m not sure about this Hadith I hope someone can correct me but whoever makes Dua for someone Allah instructs the angels to make this same Dua but 10 times back, is this for another person or is this making salawat to the prophet honestly I’m confused…

But may Allah shower his mercy upon us all, SubanAllah I’m just really on the quest to figuring out how one can purify their heart, have high aspirations and rid oneself from the diseases of laziness, ignorance… may Allah guide us all and have mercy upon us all ameen :)

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I'm terrified of doing mistakes in my salat because I feel like I'm not deserving of mercy, I know it's bad to think like this but it's so hard to not do it. Earlier I was breaking my fast and asking my parents about some mistakes I made while praying and my sister said that it looked like I was praying just out of fear and not out of love for Allah, I don't know how to fix it. For years, I've rejected Islam and I've lied about praying and fasting. I started praying again around 8 months ago and I'm still learning the basics of Islam, I never realized how many mistakes I used to make during my prayer until recently and I'm terrified of the thought of being seen as an hypocrite or someone not worth being loved by Allah. It's exhausting, I'm constantly scared of doing things wrong and this is making me delay worship. Even these last days of Ramadan are hard for me, at night I manage to pray Isha and a few rakats after then I try to make sincere duas and some dhikr but the next morning I just feel empty. I'm not sure if this is a test from Allah or if it's just me being pathetic and not worth being guided. I wanna start loving Allah more, same with the prophet Muhammad, I try to read more about him and try to follow the sunnah but I feel nothing when I do those things. I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm scared that I'm not worth being guided by Allah.

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i have question that’s been on my mind for a while, i get that allah gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers but i always see people asking “why isnt allah helping the millions of children dying and being tortured and suffering every single day and a part of me is always like yeah why? This is all started because my mother and my grandma are genuinely the most religious people i know, they never ever seem to catch a break it’s always bad things happening after each other and it feels unfair. i know i shoudnt doubt allahs timing or allahs decisions but i feel so defeated i can’t help but hurt for them and it feels like if they do all this and really bad things happen to them do i even stand a chance? i’m trying my best and i always look up to my mother for being on her deen so much but now i can’t help but wonder and i can’t help but doubt everything’s arround me. The children affected in wars or in crimes, why? they can’t bear that so how does allah not give a soul beyond it can bear when it feels like he does. when you see those crimes of people who went thru unspeakable torture or things that are actually insane how does one get past this and think yeah it’s okay allah is testing me. why? what did i do to deserve this while horrible politicians and killers live their best life because “they’ll get their punishment in the afterlife” yet only i suffer for now. i hope i don’t get attacked for this because i mean no harm or hate im genuinely in despair and in need of any answers to help me because it feels like my iman is very low:

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I honestly feel like there’s no point in Laylatul Qadr anymore. I feel like Allah (SWT) hasn’t accepted any of my duas even the small ones I ask for. It’s gotten to the point where I don’t even see the point of Laylatul Qadr, because if my duas aren’t being accepted normally, what makes me think they’ll suddenly be accepted on that night?

I’ve been holding onto hope for a long time, but now I just feel exhausted and discouraged. I’ve even stopped praying salah and everything because I feel so disconnected. I would greatly appreciate it if anyone could share their Laylatul Qadr success stories

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