I have been dealing with urinary issues for 5 years which has made it hard for me to pray so all these years I have missed salah I also had mental health issues too. I made the biggest mistake recently I went to India in hopes to be cured of my urinary issues so i can not have issues with salah and change my life however they ruined me and the doctor complicated my case I may have a disease called a urethral stricture now which is basically a lifelong disease, this is my own fault for going there when I'm a UK citizen and healthcare is free and very good standard yet I didn't believe what my doctors had said and went there. I don't want a stricture as this disease is lifelong and comes back even after major surgery due to scar tissue. I will pray all Salah make dua anything please help me. What duas should I recite? What should i pray? They complicated my case by inserting the tube inside my private part with improper technique which is the main cause of strictures. I feel so bad neglecting all those years of salah and now I am in a worse condition I'm going to force myself to pray just because I need Allah's help it's so bad. Walahi the main reason I neglected prayers was because of the urinay issue I was dealing with and that's why I went abroad to try and fix it but sadly they ruined me. Will Allah accept my prayers even though I'm only praying when I need him? Can allah provide me a miracle and cure me completely? I will never miss salah again inshallah
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