Salam borthers and sisters, Iam a university student and I honestly don't know whether this has started now or its been going on for a while but what Iam sure about is that it's real and I don't know what do I do.
I simply don't, i always feel as though as if iam just a gohst, someone who people pass by but never actually stay long to get to know , maybe because there's something about me that just pushes them away or I don't know but I often feel like iam a burden to others and I feel like iam Invisible to so many and I can say this has only gotten worse since I got into uni ( second year now) and I sorta live in my head more than I live in the actual life and yeah I do have friends some from good ol times and some who I recently met at uni but I don't seem to feel "safe" or like no matter how nourished a friendship is I always feel like iam just annoying the other person like " don't talk too much don't say things, keep it light" and yeah I do keep it light, so light I almost get forgotten, right? but yeah I don't really like to play this "victim" card and say maybe because something is wrong with me or whatever that is and I prefer to be hopeful and to talk to Allah ask him for his help, for guidance, and yeah maybe this is a test or maybe in the mean time I gotta face those kinda feelings in order to mature or maybe its gonna help me in the future I honestly don't know, I just really want the pain to go away because not only do I feel it in my head but also in my body and yeah I don't know how to describe it but yeah it's like a pain in the chest mostly in the chest and other times it's just this overwhelming feeling in your body.
I know I might have turned this into a vent, my appologies for doing so but I am genuinely seeking your help and wisdom.
maybe someone here is equipped with the knowledge that I don't have yet.
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