Good evening everyone,
I do not follow what is happening here. I am here to observe for a school project, however I keep getting confused in the switch between Islam and Muslim. Are they the same religion? I’m intrigued and would love to know about your lives, religion included.
Thank you very much!
Sorry if this doesn’t make sense, dont come after me. Its 1 in the morning… sorry if this is selfish or corny
I dont know how long i can keep up wirh this life anymore. I’ve suffered too long.
Ive dealt with Abuse mentally and physically since i was a kid, Been in car crashes 3 times, have 5+ different mental health/disorders diagnoses, dealing with economic issues, islamic trauma, I do self harm to cope, Ive overdosed before, got into my dream university and major but cant afford it.
Sometimes i question if God is even real? he never answers my Duas and he made my life so cruel. I do believe that Islam is the right direction, but i don’t even know if He wants me here? I failed him, i failed everyone, everyone is disappointed in me. I dont know if i can keep living like this, i feel like i would be better off dead. Ive asked Allah since the age of 7 for him to just take my life. I think its better if i just killed myself
Everyone just keeps saying to me “Oh this is cause your iman is low”, “you need to pray 5 times a day” ,”You need to be wearing the hijab!!!” And even “Your a woman you cant do that!” The thing is I DO!!!!! I do pray, i do read the Quran, i do good deeds and its always targeted about me being a girl. And when people say those stuff it just drifts me away from Islam, it makes me feel bad about myself, like im a failure and im doing everything wrong. Now my mental health has taken over me and all i do is just rot away and i barely pray.. I know its bad, i hope he understands. I question about islam everyday now… i love and believe in islam but i just dont know how to feel. I still beg him to take my life :,) i hope he listens.. i dont have much to live for. Im disappointed and disgusted with myself. I failed everyone, i failed myself
Oh Allah set me free, I’m not your strongest soldier. I can’t take this anymore
Asalasmualikum,
My parents planned an umrah trip, and I am still young, so I have a few questions.
Thank you so much.
Salaam,
I have a brother you has an intellectual disability and I'm concerned with how I will fulfill my obligations of caring for him once my parents pass. I have 3 other siblings, but they are not very religious and I do not believe that they will share this responsibility with me given how little they contribute to the family obligations already. I'm also concerned about my brother's marriage situation. He's in his early 20s (but much younger intellectually), he does not have a traditional education or a job (for obvious reasons) and he speaks of wanting to get married often. It makes me sad and worried for him because clearly he's lonely, and is probably struggling with his physical needs not being met, but how are we supposed to explain to him and that he is not in the position to be married, at least yet.
My bleeding lasts for 5 days usually , today it was the 4th day and since fajr time I had not bled so I decided to do ghusl at Dhuhr time and I prayed dhuhr and asr
After Asr I checked n I began bleeding again so I’m not sure if I should do ghusl again today because the bleeding has currently stopped but it can happen again ?? Am I sinful if I do ghusl tomorrow or is it better to do it now (like what if I don’t bleed for the rest of today but I don’t know if I will)
Can someone help me, I've been trying to pray all day but I can't find Allah.
This is my most scariest feeling, when I can't find Allah. It happens when I'm incredibly distressed. I'm incredibly distressed now.
Has anyone had this feeling, when they're the most distressed they can't find Allah? Can anyone help me find him?
Asslamualaikum,
This may seem like a silly question but it was one I was curious about. My understanding is that haya occured after everything that happened with Adam and Hawa. That makes sense, but there are cultures around the world that back in the day exposed themselves far more, and I am wondering why this is the case. Native Americans, for example, often went topless and such. In our modern day we're becoming far more provacative in the way we dress, so did these cultures just forget shame in a similar manner?
JAK