By asking this question i am in no way being ungrateful to what Allah has blessed me with but i admit my life has been very difficult since childhood with lots of trauma, suicidal thoughts etc. And one thing i dont really understand about islam is why some muslims have perfect lives, and have everything in this world while others are tested so extremely to the point of suicide?
I understand that people will say wealth, health etc is also a test but i am not talking about that, i am talking about psychological tests that break you down completely and seem to destroy your life and the way u see everything, why is it that some people experience this their whole lives while others die without having gone through any sort of emotional hardship in their whole life, is it because Allah does not see any benefit in testing some people?
I mean i was kinda thinking Allah is very generous and kind and loves us so i think it might be because by testing some people in that way it only hurts them and doesnt bring any sort of benefit to them so maybe thats why?
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