Is it possible for a Muslim to become so distant from Islam that their heart prevents them from engaging with the Quran? I'm reflecting on whether this might be connected to irregular prayer habits, limited to Fridays, and excessive engagement with mobile phones, the internet, and pornography addiction. I've been grappling with these challenges during my two-month semester break. Daily struggles with watching porn and intensified internet use have become apparent, coupled with difficulty in reading Arabic. I'm a 23-year-old male, concerned about the immediate steps I should take. Issues with my eyes and significant weight gain have arisen in the past two months, and with the semester break ending in 10 days, practical steps are a growing worry. Seeking consultation isn't feasible in my country. This struggle has affected my motivation to study and interact with others. Despite praying three to four times before the break, I find myself making excuses to avoid listening to Quran recitation. Even though I engage in Muslim-related debates, my actions seem inconsistent with my beliefs. I often ask Allah for help in moments of fear, but the fear of sin diminishes in moments of happiness. I'm genuinely concerned and seeking guidance to prevent further harm to my life.
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