Assalam alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu.
Just as the title say that's what's I am feeling. I am too tired with my mother comparing me with others. I am almost done with my medical school and I am too tired with the comparison and taunt. With how I talk, I am taunted each time - like if I talk more I am taunted if I talk less I am taunted.
I can't even share my feeling with my mother with her saying you are taunting me and refusing what Allah gave you. I am very much satisfied with Allah decree, and as a human with and a lil sensitive I do often tell my sadness to my mum saying I didn't get it knowing it was not in my fate but its not I am againt the Allah decree its just my overwhelming emotions.
Her stating that I am not caring at all but if I list I am suddenly the show off? Just because I don't openly show my care doesn't mean I am not empathic, and comparing me with others
I am tired with her always comparing me to my brother, praising them and forgetting their sin and keep on reminding my sin. Isn't that hypocrisy? I am not a perfect Muslim but I am trying to keep Allag first in everything, but why does she keep me comparing me telling me bad about my future offspring and saying that no one should deserve a daughter like you. I have seen others parents not treating their children bad and praising them and my mum never had praised me and always nitpicked me, taunted me made fun of me
I am too tired. Am I that bad?
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