Assalamualaikum I have been alone all my life. i am not a bad looking guy im decent and im tall but no girl has ever been interested in me. i have had a complicated relationship with islam, until a year ago i barely ever prayed. I have abused cannabis and alchohol since i became a teenager. I have sinned all my life and i believe this is my punishment
I now try to pray regularly and try to do nafl prayer whenever possible. for Shab e barat i prayed 100 rakat nafl with 10 surah ikhlas per rakat, twice. once the night before and again the night of shab e barat. I prayed to have someone. i dont wish to sin. i wish for companionship, someone to know and marry them. Am i going to be forced to be alone for my past sins?
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