Salami Aliakum brothers and sister. I try my best to be a better Muslim each and everyday and also encourage my family and friends through the convincing words that Allah bestowed me with (I’m a convincing person and motivating) but sometimes I feel like I’m not practicing what I preach. Just got off the phone with my friend reminding him about Allah and how we need him during our ups and downs and how we need to be brothers for the sake of him it was overall a good talk and May Allah make me and my friend brothers for the sake of Allah we geniuinley wanna see each other win for the sake of Alllah.
Only problem is I find myself sometimes after these amazing deep motivating talks switching back to “dunya mode”. For example after getting off I felt a sense of cleanliness in my soul and purity. For some odd reason after feeling that I immideatly opened my the phone I opened YouTube and started vibing to music with half naked women in the Bathroom of all places. It’s like the shaytan was like let’s wipe off these goood deeds shall we.
Then after I got in the shower made wudhu and prayed isha. Surely this isn’t how someone who wants to emulate Prophet Muhammad sws should act. Is this up and down cycle normal and how haram/evil could this be and how shall I change .May Allah forgive all of us and enter us to the highest Jannah Ameen .
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