Ive not been very religious in my life, the times I have I feel it was driven by fear or me not having anywhere else to turn to but allah. But I have so many doubtful thoughts, so many things that don't make sense to me and I cant control them or just ignore them, there have been times where i cursed allah, where i said i hated him, I've thought horrible horrible things about Islam, i want to believe in Islam but its so hard to, i cant find answers to my questions and although i regret the things I've thought about god, the reason for the doubt is still there.
I cant just blindly follow something like that, i believe its real, but i have so many conflicting thoughts about it all, if my questions could be answered id genuinely devote my whole life to it but no one can answer the doubts and questions i have.
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