I was born and raised a muslim, however, my family was never really religious, it was more so of a *Pray if you want* kinda thing. So I never really cared about Islam. Until I met this muslim brother in school, and he gave me all kinds of lectures and information. Mashallah! His faith pushed me to better my self and research Islam and read and understand The Holy Book The Quran. but now its a year since ive talked to the guy, Ive started involving myself in haram relationships, hanging out with the wrong crowd, looking at Haram things, et cetera.
Now I still succeed to pray all five prayers Alhamdelah, but sometimes, I purposely pray them later, very fast, I know its wrong, but it feels like I cant help myself you know? I cant even bring myself to listen to Quran.
Eventually, going down this track Im afraid I might lose Islam entirely!
So if anyone can give me advice, or a reality check, that would be very appreciated. Thank you for those who read.
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