I am going through a very rough phase in my marriage.
I filed for khula in my first marriage cuz my husband had an extra marital affair.
I put all my trust in Allah, prayed istikhara and Tahajud. Astaghfar zikr everyday for months. After 2 years, i got married again.
After sometime I found out some habits of my husband and some other things that made me question everything.
Why would Allah make me go through this? Doesnt he say Relief after Hardship?
How come this is more painful?
I started to lose hope.
But on 9th Zil Hajj, I prayed my heart out. And i felt better, like everything will be okay.
I just wanted to hear from someone who have had a rough patch in their life where they saw nothing working out but had immense Tawakul that changed everything.
I just need hope again.
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