Hey
So I've always have been close to Allah even tho i struggled with prayers like any human being but i always go back immediately always talk to Allah always remembering him.... After i wore the hijab everything was still fine, after a year or smth i HATED the hijab it ruined my hair i got scalp problems and i just started hating it so much till this year where i decided to make a plan to leave somewhere else and just take it off, but ever since i feel like allah pushed me awayyyy, i can no longer pray, i do remember him i love Allah i just even tho i want to pray i can't get myself to do it, ik it's wrong to feel this way but i feel like allah is mad at me for this plan but I also still HATE hijab and i believe that it's not mandatory (pls don't try to convinced me, bc even if it was it still ruined my life my confidence) ik you'll say my problem is deeper than hijab and it's about my self esteem, maybe i do know that, but i didn't suffer this much before wearing it, why would i suffer bc of a peice of fabric!!! I just don't get it even if it was mandatory, it's not for me I'm weaker than this, and if it was a test it's beyond my limits
Is Allah mad at me?
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