I know all about the "your body is a trusteeship from allah" and "you shouldn't lose hope in allah" and stuff. But i don't have anything anymore. My body doesn't even feel like my own at this point and i don't remember a time where i actually loved my life. And none of it actually has anything to do with islam or my relationship with it. All the hardships i'm talking about are mostly family and friends related. I'm so tired. I'm afraid of committing for many reasons, but at the same time i'm so tired of living too . I'm so tired of crying during every prayer. I'm so tired of crying before sleeping. I'm so tired of not have a purpose or a meaning to my life.

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