Long story short:
I came to U.S when I was very Little with my parent. My immigration paperwork never seemed to ever pan out to anything and I think it reached it's final straw. Everyone else in my family has received there green card. I am the only one who hasn't and nothing else left to be done.
I have been struggling with mental illness my whole life and never got help for it. I been suicidal for as long as I can remember, but kept going hoping it would get better. It has constantly affected my decisions
My youth got wasted and I never amounted to anything.
I held on to many aspects of this faith while constantly bieng told to break those rules because "thats just how life is", yet I am the one whose life has turned out to be a complete mess.
My family members have openly done haram acts and they are doing well now.
At what point do I NOT believe that Allah hates me?
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