As-salamu alaykum, I don’t really have anyone to talk to, so I just wanted to share what’s on my heart here... I feel like I’ve wasted my life in this world. I’m divorced, with no children. I live with my parents and I witness their arguments every day. I can’t work because I became ill. I struggle with mental health issues, something similar to schizophrenia. I am officially recognized for this condition, but when people look at me, they can’t see that I’m sick, and they often wonder why I don’t work or why I’m not married. I am unable to drive, and honestly, my biggest victory is being able to sleep without having nightmares. But sadly, I have nightmares almost every single night, for years now. Every day feels like the trauma starts all over again. Most of the people I’ve met seem nice at first, but eventually they turn against me. I try to hold on to Allah, but sometimes I feel like I’ve made so many mistakes that it’s impossible to fix my life. I have siblings, but I still feel like I don’t belong anywhere. I don’t have any real friends. Every day I ask Allah to take my soul because I just don’t understand the meaning of all this pain. Thank you for reading my message.
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