I just want to rant cuz i have panic attacks and agoraphobia. ( its a advanced form of anxiety + panic attacks) means
I cant drive alone, i cant walk alone to another city. I cant go away from Home cuz if the fear of getting a panic attack, i have seen death many times, In all these times my parents who i call them angels 👼 are always here to held my hand and calm me down. They have always been with me in this situation and i am an only child
The thing that haunts me a lot One day when the most saddest inevitable thing what might happen is belong alone in this cruel world where no one wants to help eachother and i am alone Without my mum and my dad who held my hand who helped me in my panic attacks and made me feel secure What will i do? How will i live? I cry in tears when ever i think about it-
Life is very unfair for people If someone has money, they dont have health, if they have health and money they will one day loose their loved ones and live in grief , poor people have their own issues that they dont tell anyone and live eachday with pain and misery
Then i see people being bombed in gaza and innocent children gets killed their parents get killed. The point is that i am not being negative i just want think sometimes I wish we never came to this. World and always stayed in heaven. With our loved ones So we can stay happy
I just hate being in this cruel world cuz i am very scared of my future One day i will fell down on road and cry and no one will come to help me and pick me up and i will look in the sky and see my parents and pray that i die so i can meet them again!
People can easily say this world is a test and all But How will i pass this test if i cant live without my parents and i have mental health issues? I just cry almost every day cuz of this fear
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