Yk I made a post a month ago or days ago and these WONDERFUL people helped me out n stuff! But my laziness got the best of me :/ I don't feel that Islam speciality and sometimes when I'm asked to pray n stuff like someone is TELLING me to pray I don't feel the growth to Allah.. I don't feel like the bond between me and Allah is worth or somesort and sometimes I question why am I still alive when I'm the worst servant out there? I've done so many sins and sometimes when j think that i don't think Islam is real in general.. it's like I'm not scared of Allah anymore and I want to deep deep down but I can't? I keep doing sins and I feel like it'll never get better.. my biggest fear is dying without knowing the true religion or dying to know Islam was the true religion and end up going to hellfire. I hate myself truly so much I just wish I could be some perfect Muslim
All this talk about telling me to read Quran, learn about Allah, etc isn't helping me at all.. I don't know what to do :/ it's like I'm starting to become some atheist or whatever or maybe not an atheist just no belief in anything.
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