I was in a relationship with someone. Yes not halal and i regret it but i loved that person with all of me. Marriage talks were happening. They broke up with me citing some reasons. I did not pray before that. At all, i would miss all prayers and regret it and would just pray during ramadan. I have gotten close to Allah, praying and even doing Tahajjud and fasting because i like it and its extra form of ibadat for me.
I am thankful to them for this. I pray for them to come back, to have all of the good in the world placed in them and for them to come back and for it to become halal, for them to become my naseeb and fo us to have a happy and peaceful marriage. I pray for them in tahajjud crying my eyes out, i try to do any wazaif i come across but my heart still thinks tahajjud is the best way. I think it will happen, even if its not what is good for me i ask Allah to make it good for me. Is that okay? Allah can do anything. Sometimes I am so scared that this will not happen and i fear that this uncertainty would make my dua not as strong. I just, i think i just need some validation and confidence from here.
[link] [comments]
from Islam https://ift.tt/rKyO18j
Post A Comment:
0 comments so far,add yours