I’ve always been kind of overall dumb. I lack common sense sometimes, I don’t pay attention a LOT and I have ADHD, I take adderall but it doesn’t really help. I don’t understand how to do certain things, and if I do it takes me such a long time and I start feeling extremely overwhelmed and have so much anxiety in me that I feel like screaming in front of everyone.
I had a midterm that I didn’t get to finish, I hate talking and thinking about this again but it was and still is driving me absolutely insane. I wasn’t the only one either necessarily, I know some people rushed towards the end because they didn’t have enough time. I get it, im not the only one but im 99% sure I was behind the most out of everyone else. I should be able to pass my class still but I really needed that A, but I am more frustrated at the fact that I take FOREVER to complete assignments in general.
EVEN with the help of ChatGPT, im still slower than most people! One of my classmates, she doesn’t seem to know what they want to do with their career, or has any internships or anything, somehow completed assignments so much faster than I do. Even when I rush im still slower than her. A lot of it has to do with the fact that I don’t want to copy what ChatGPT says word for word because I still make my answers as human as I can and sometimes do it myself, which is obviously good, but even if we are at the same pace it doesn’t matter I STILL struggle.
This is one of the biggest reasons im so depressed and so stressed out. I’m trying to seek therapy and/or look into any anxiety medication, because I was so upset after my midterm was over that after I waited 30 uncomfortable minutes on the subway back to where I parked, I legitimately started screaming and bursting into tears when I get in my car. I’ve always, ALWAYS been slow, whether it’s understanding material or completing it, I am slow as hell and im just so sick of it.
I made a post similar to this 2 weeks ago, but I go deep into detail with the other personal issues of my life.
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