i love haram and i want to change that

i know that Allah made certain things haram for us because they’re bad for us, but they’re so alluring

music for example, i dont listen to music, but if i do come across it or fall in a small rabbit hole in spotify, it really upsets me that something so fun is forbidden. most of it seems so innocent and even harmless. and dating, i really want to experience it with someone without having to be bound by marriage. i want to experience what its like to have a partner already. hijaab too, i get that you should cover up and im not a feminist either, but i want to get ready and try on different outfits, experiment with makeup, put on jewelry, perfume and nail polish, then go out. ugh i REALLY want to 😭 and making friends of the opposite sex, it seems so fun to have guy friends.

i avoid all of these sins Alhumdulillah, but im hanging on a thread and pretty close to just giving up. i know all of this is bad for both ur mental and physical health but i love the thought of them so much, can someone help me fix this problem?

note: just stating the dangers of sins dont move me (i hate admitting that.)

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