I’m from a muslim arab country, and the past 5 years i got into a relationship with a classmate of mine who’s muslim too and he pulled me away from my principles and deen until I lost my virginity with him lately, after that happened i was feeling so sick and bad about the act and wanted to stop until we get married because he was promising me marriage next year, but he didn’t like it that way he told me he needs sex and that he grew apart from islam and he doesn’t care what’s haram, and i realized that i wanna be a good muslim this ramadan so i just ended our rsp.
Now I’m so lost and in pain about what happened, if anyone discovers i lost my virginity in my family I would get killed, i was thinking he was gonna be my husband, but now i want a good muslim as a husband, idk if i should try to convince him to be more religious and marry him or just give up and never get married so that no one finds out I’m not a virgin? I need some advice
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