Home Islam islamic information islamic stories As a teenager I was full of hope and eager to do good works. Hoped Allah may bless me some day and give me the ability to do more for Islam. As an adult, all I have is an empty life with no blessings.

As a teenager I was full of hope and eager to do good works. Hoped Allah may bless me some day and give me the ability to do more for Islam. As an adult, all I have is an empty life with no blessings.

As a young Muslim I "enveloped" my life in Islam. Don't want to detail my good deeds but I prayed, fasted. As soon as I got home from school I'd jump on my computer and start studying Islam and Quran. I selectively had friends that prayed often and had some knowledge of Islam as well.

My "Islamic dream" never happened. Its as if Allah's wrath has befallen me. Feelings of abandonment, emptiness and even punishment after I fractured my skull of all things. Suffered for a whole year going through surgery, doctors and whatnot. Definitely not the life I dreamed of.

Every day I play my memory over and over again contemplating my sins. Maybe I should have prayed for forgiveness more. Whatever the case may be, life is despair.

As a teenager I was full of hope and eager to do good works. Hoped Allah may bless me some day and give me the ability to do more for Islam. As an adult, all I have is an empty life with no blessings.

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