Salam guys,
I never post anything on here but I feel like recently I had a very big awakening. Truthfully, I am not religious in the traditional sense. I find praying really difficult (please make dua Allah makes it easier for me), but the way this world has become so atheistic, full of sin and just plain weird is honestly terrifying me. I’m only 21 and attend one of the best universities in the world, and all of my classes are full of atheist/liberals who literally have no moral compass whatsoever. I’m the only theist in most of my classes and it’s terrifying & makes me very uneasy idk how to explain it. I feel like such an outsider in all of my classes, and honestly I can’t wait to be finished so that I can move to Muslim country, get a husband and protect my kids from the Western ideology inshallah. I think seeing the tragedy that happened at the travis Scott concert, who I’ve seen perform live, and to see how satanic it was, made me think the end times are not far from now. Please pray for me and pray that I grow closer to the deen. Allah has helped me out in so many ways and he’s giving me so many signs in my life and yet I still find it difficult to pray and it hurts me. I suffer from anxiety and I know it’s because my heart is never at peace knowing I miss my prayers. (Sorry for the typos I wrote this out in a rush).
JZK 💗
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