You believe in god And have this strong belief in him, without needing to see him.
You say SWT after mentioning him
Meanwhile I’m stuck with hypocrisy and doubt. No matter what I do I don’t f*ing believe in god properly.
For a few weeks I was given contentment and pure belief. I felt safe for the first time. It vanished. I can no longer make istigfar and I can no longer feel gods presence.
At this point what the f*** am I meant to do? Bang my head on the floor during Salah? I can’t feel fear of god and I can’t have ihsan
I begged for a year to have faith again
Yet everyday I wake up to more doubts
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