I pray 5 times a day…usually more. Sunnah prayers before/after a fardhu prayer. Quran recitation every day I give zakat weekly. I never cuss. I abstain from backbiting. But
I can’t stop giving into my lustful desires. I committed Zina again (it’s probably the 20th time) 2 days ago. I did my taubah prayers and begged for forgiveness. Today I masturbated and watched porn. I feel like a complete hypocrite. I feel like I NEED to die. It’s tearing me apart from the insides KNOWING THAT IM SO WEAK. I AM A FRAUD. WHY PRAY AND DO ALL THESE OTHER GOOD WHEN I ALWAYS FREQUENT THE MAJOR SIN. WHAT SHOULD I DO?! AM I REALLY JUST A HYPOCRITE?!
I ask for forgiveness but can’t feel the sincerity in me. What’s wrong with me…please help me anyone.
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