Heart's in Pain

I'm just sitting here,

Scrolling through my notes,

Heart's in pain,

I don't feel the same,

People around me laugh all day,

Making so many jokes,

Heart's in pain,

Don't feel the same,

Endless rain,

Filling my eyes,

So tears can fall,

Surrounded by lies,

So many times I tried,

But they doused my light,

Will I ever win this fight?

How many times have I gone astray,

Yet passes another day?

Giving me another chance,

I know Your Mercy is expanse,

Snapped out of this trance,

But heart's in pain,

I don't feel the same,

Just plug these headphones into my soul,

You'll hear its cries and moans,

The pain is deeper than the flesh and bones,

I feel like I'm gone,

I'm done,

Where do I run?

Just wanting to escape the darkness,

Devil's heartless,

I just want to taste some bliss,

I'm reflecting on life,

Pain cuts like a knife,

Guilty of many sins,

Threw my `Īmān (faith) in the bin,

I retrieved it,

And cherish it,

A fool,

That's what I was,

But now I have a cause,

Aiming for high goals,

Holding onto hot coals,

Worth more than gold,

I won't let go,

Don't you ever think why there are thorns around the roses?

Gotta protect the beauty from these demons,

Cos my Heart's in pain,

Don't feel the same,

Is life just a game?

It's over when you die?

I refuse to belive such a lie,

I know I'm a sinful slave,

But You're a Loving Lord,

So I need to be saved,

Hoping for reward,

Wanting to make things right,

I'll knock the Devil out in this fight,

My heart maybe in pain,

I may not feel the same, But I know You love me,

Bestowing mercy,

Guiding me,

فاغفر لي (Fag̲h̲fir lī [So forgive me]).

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