I am struggling with some of the sins I have been committing , I want to stop this behavior, I have been through some adverse situation recently (blessing in disguise), I have got enlightenment from that situation, after asking why did this happen to me and voila! I got an answer , it is "the person you want to become goes through this kind of hardship" in other words "the person I want to become is closest to Allah" , it was very enlightening experience, sudden sense of certainty after a very long time got me excited , that excitement and restlessness is diminishing slowly, I don't want to lose it, I am trying to increase my ibadah, started praying tahajjud (trying to on a daily basis sometimes I miss)
In conclusion I want this excitement to remain permanent, I want to Improve and improve and keep on doing that for the sake of Allah himself
I don't miss 5 prayers either ( but sometimes I do)
But 5 prayers don't feel enough , listening to lectures don't feel enough, listening and reading Quran is not enough either , it feels like something is missing , most of the day I do dhikr ( whenever I am not talking sitting idle I do dhikr)
There is definitely something missing , which I am not doing but I don't know what.
I don't want to lose this excitement and restlessness to do more which is being diminished
Please help !
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