Need help with life, really stuck and see no future.

Assalam O-Alaikum,

Hope you are doing well,

I am not sure how to explain it all, it seems a lot harder to write than think but I'll try my best and hopefully it makes sense and does not get boring and long.

I am a 26 years old men, I don't see any any future for me, I am short in height, speaking voice is bad, small hands, feets, small stature, look like a kid. I don't know what to do with my life, I wanted to get married since 18 but I don't think anyone would marry me, I wouldnt want to marry me.

Even if someone does want, I don't want to ruin her life with my so many short comings, I don't want to pass that onto the kids and they live like me so I decided not to marry at all.

I am not sure what to do, no one takes me too seriously, I have a job but don't think I can keep it too long, I have so many responsibilities, I am always thinking of killing myself, I don't enjoy doing anything or have any hobbies.

I want to make a lot of money and just stay alone so I don't cause anyone any problems but I don't know how to make money, I have a job but it's enough, I've never had any moment of fun in my life, no enjoyment or anything. I am sure there are people in worser situation than me but I am really lost.

Can someone please help me.

Thanks.

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