Have you ever been in a situation, where you feel like someone is talking to you? Like you thinking of something and have no idea to the answer but out of nowhere, you get a voice telling you to click on that or read that?
I have been very unsure for a long time what wtf is going on with me but I'm pretty sure I have seen Jinn and been protected by Allah. It's fucking weird when I write it down but I don't know who to tell this to, I have had a hard time in these last couple of years after that experience.
Let me start off with this, I'm born in a 99% Muslim country but had to move to an EU country when I was like 2 years old. I'm today 33 years so just to make it easy for all, I'm a black guy who thinks he is from a country that's 95% white. Today I know, and if I have to be real, I think I have known this all the time. I'm 100% from the country I haven't been in for 30+ years.
Whatever, not that it matters for me as I haven't been there for the last 5+ years. Just wanted to be clear of what I'm saying here is, I'm not crazy, I'm not asking for your money or need them and don't need your pity.
So the story goes like this: I partied a lot, not like just beer and that was it. I took drugs and had a lot of fun with it, and this has been going on for the last 5-7 years, where every time I went out, someone would invite me to a place to get a drink or a lane of coke or E. It happened so much I thought or once I was good with people, that it was because I was a funny guy that people wanted me to have fun with them, that they would pay for drugs for me to just be with them. How wrong was I? It may have been the idea to just have fun together with me, but I'm today sure asf is or was a bigger plan to get me hooked on the "friendship".
Forward to like 2-2½ years ago and I was invited to a party at one of my oldest friends. - I have had a habit for the last couple of years to listen to the Quran when I get high, even if someone else tried to get me to listen to music or something else, I didn't care, I wanted to hear the Quran and I wanted to listen to it, even if I didn't understand it. I just did that for a long time but that night, what happened was that I read that English sub on the youtube video in the surah. What happened after that was, the craziest thing in my life, and to this day I'm pretty sure what I saw.
Have you ever seen a video or a picture from space? Where it looks to the earth but before you see the earth you see that blue light around the globe? Like just the tip of it? That's what I saw. I saw that blue light, around my bed, like TIGHT around my bed, the window left to me was open but no wind came in. The blue light was like a protecting skin. Then I look at the end of my foot, and I see 3 shapes, like 1 skinny figure, 1 fat mother fucking shape in the middle, and one who had the shape of a midget. I can't explain how unreal it felt, it was really like a feeling of people looking at you and when you looked back they just looked so mean, but they couldn't do anything to me at ALL. Like not even the wind could come near me. And then I did what I did before, was watching a youtube video, I think it was from the channel IloveAllah where they talk about a lot of how to be a better person but I was listening and everything I was thinking of something, it got answered, like why do we Muslim men have to go with something that similar to women clothes on Fridays? The answer was really simple, noor like light. Muslims just shine in light when they believe. I can't really explain but the feeling of you know this is the truth, that was what I felt.
And today I feel I will go to hell for being a weak person, I count only on the mercy of Allah or otherwise I will 100% be the loser as I am today.
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