Hello everyone, please excuse me as I do not know how to phrase what I wish to ask. I am a woman in my 20s and recently I read the Quran and was touched by the words it has to say. As I learn more about Islam I have seen the truth in Allah (swt) and his Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) and the religion of Islam.
I am still extremely new to learning about Islam but I feel Allah (swt) is the true and one and only God. I don’t know why and I don’t know how to explain or what to call it but every time I think of Him I tear up.
The problem is, I am in a relationship with a man of another religion who is very controlling and hates Islam. It is very hard to distance myself and cut ties off, for many reasons I do not want to explain here as it is a public forum.
So for now I must practice in secret and was wondering how I could do so and if this is okay? I do not live with said man but like I said he is still very controlling. Here are some things I can do and I was wondering if they are okay to do and would Allah (swt) be mad if I took these efforts to grow closer to him?
I can pray salah, I can wear hijab when at home and dress modest when I go out of the home, I can read and study Quran daily in secret and maybe learn to recite. Are women allowed to recite? Sorry I wasn’t sure. When I am not eating either with family or him I can most likely eat halal. But these things will all be confined to home life, I’m afraid that marriage is coming soon and being Muslim will be even harder. Does anyone have any advice on practicing Islam in secret? Any other things I should do or be aware of?
Also I’ve been supplicating Allah (swt) that I can escape the control of him without hurting anyone or getting hurt myself, would it be okay to ask if any of you can pray for me? Also do you think Allah (swt) will be pleased with me or will He be angry? I’m worried about that too
Thanks for any help or support.
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