Assalamualaykum,
I'm a person with OCD, and I use a lot of water when using the bathroom, and my parents get very mad at me for this reason and limit my water usage (very understandable, I waste a lot and I need to stop). Today, something unusual happened, before Isha prayer I checked my private part and there was some wetness on it, I don't know what it was, but it can't be something other than impurity. The cloth that the impurity was on, spread the impurity to other spots on my body when I put it back on. I can't clean all the spots because they are spread on unknown places on my body, unless I can shower or use some water to be able to clean as much as I can. I swore by Allah to my mom that I won't use that much time and that I would only take two minutes under the shower head, but she says that I can't use any more water, and that she would cut off the water connection and tell my dad if I did. I could tell them that I leaked urine and they maybe would consider letting me wash myself very quickly, but they would start telling relatives about what happened and my brothers would make fun of me for leaking urine at my age, and I would be a big embarrassment. I could delay Isha until fajr, and act like I had a wet dream and they would have to let me shower, and this time I don't want to annoy them and I also swore, so I won't take long. Or I could either do tayammum, but how would I clean the impurity on my body? Is this a valid reason to be able to delay Isha prayer? This post probably sounds ridiculous to you all, but my life genuinely has been very bad lately and I've been getting into bad situations like this one (I'm still grateful to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala for everything He has done for me). I don't want to miss a prayer but it seems I might have to delay it until Fajr.
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