The last day of ramadan, I was awake in the early morning where I saw a hindu nationalist asking for times in Islam were jews wre killed, abused or treated bad and he also was asking for questions about "violence" in the Quran on a hindu nationalist subreddit. I took screenshots the messages that I sent him and his post which included his username which my posts didn't appear to people at the time because I have to send my posts to mods on r/extomatos to manually approve it. It wasn't approved and people couldn't see it, He then asked me to delete my post (which he did not know it isn't visible to people) but I told him that only if he stops talking about Islam. His comment history was full of Blasphemy, He says that he has a practicing Muslim girlfriend and he also says that he has muslim friends. He said that I was blackmailing him but eventually we reached some friendly talk, he said to me that if I make a phone call with him that he is going to delete his account and that he isn't going to talk about Islam again. All I wanted is for him to delete some of the things, we reached friendly talk and then he actually deleted the account out of his own will without me telling him to do so. I'm not going to lie, I felt I did a wrong decision, I told him that I had anger issues and I can be the friendliest guy but when someone angers me the tables turn. I suffer from something like "false memories", I basically think that I did something that is very abd and makes me feel regret and makes me feel like I am a horrible person when I didn't even do. I had the screenshots of the things but I deleted a lot of things from my gallery even though I don't think I would delete such an important thing. I remember making a post here talking about the story the day before eid and some people said that I was wrong and some said that I was right. It might be all in my head and I don't know what do and I can't stop myself from guilt tripping myself, Should I do istakhara prayer? For me to find out if this actually happened or not or what should I do. Tell me what to do because I can't stop feeling guilt about something that I possibly didn't do.
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