I hope someone can read this and provide me an answer, as I'm getting really depressed over this issue for years now.Drawing was my main hobby that allowed me to feel happy when school problems and other things brought me down, I always drew mini chibi anime characters and was really happy to do that and really improved overtime.Sadly one day I saw that picturing is one of the major sins, which trying to picture Allah's creation, this made me really scared and I stopped drawing over night, I kept researching on if anime is alright or not.
Some said it's okay since, it does not picture existing things such as drawing a human or an animal etc that exist and we picture it, like taking pictures but we draw it, recreate it and anime is not really an existing being, so it does not fall under the ruling of picturing Allah's creation, so it's not a major sin.
Now the part that made me really confused, some said it's still picturing since it's humans in the end. Some said drawing it in a way that it can't be alive, such as drawing not more then below the neck quarter body or many other ways but I could not feel alright, that i maybe angering Allah.The other issue is that this issue been making me really sad, even causing me to cry so many times, for more then 5 years now and since my mother is an artiest and all my family members draw, i want to draw i want to have fun, I want that part of my childhood, I always drawed and had a book to draw in anime characters.
My uncle and few family members including my mother, told me that i should return to drawing, since I'm not acting as happy as usual. Saying that my drawing is most likely not fitting the meaning of the sin, since it's imaginary and told me what about the cartoons that air and even claimed that some mutawah's are the ones who made the shows, having no problem about drawing cartoons and anime and that since there is not a sold yes or no to my question i can draw, as ruling is not concreate, where drawing a horse or a human is a no, they said the prophet said that when a matter is not certain choose what is easier to you, I'm not sure if this applies to this and I don't think there is a aya in the quran that mentions this topic, but the prophet said picturing, some said this means statues and actual beings drawn.
This issue really been making so depressed, since i always started drawing when i was really sad, now i resort to making lines and scribbles. My sister few days ago came and was drawing anime and asked me for guidance, drawing an eye made me shake to my core from fear that I'm committing a great sin.Now i see my cousins draw and other family member even my sister draw what i love and want to draw. I just say I'm bad and pretend I'm just bad and can't draw or excuse my self from the room.
I hope someone can help me on this, I lost all my faith on being able to draw again and that i may lose that part of my childhood. Writing this, I'm tearing already.I'm a really shy person and can not find someone to ask this face to face, since the last mutawah i asked, i started crying in front of him just saying this ( there been an issue I'm not sure of it's ruling, can i ask you?) Then i dismissed my self mot being able to ask him.So fear that it's a sin and i can't but the feeling of not being sure is worse then knowing it's ruling.I felt i can draw yesterday after a lecture from my family members saying there is no concreate ruling on anime vs real creatures that exist, you just making cartoons and so many cartoons exist that are made by people who know it's wrong to draw real creation that exists.
Here is 2 drawings, 5 years ago, really wish i can once again draw what i love inshAllah.Picture 1Picture 2
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