Hi,
Ive been praying the whole week 5 times a day, I have been begging God to answer my prayer to look after my dad as he is in a bad situation. Today was my day of hope and the prayer did not get answered. I held the quran yesterday and asked God to let me see a sign in it, and the page I opened it on was exactly relevent to my situation so it gave me hope. All I wanted was for what I asked for today and it didnt happen. Its a dire situation and now I feel ultimately depressed, low, questioning my faith. Why would God allow continued suffering to an old man? A good man and good father. It kills me inside and feels like it has crushed my soul, i just wonder how my dad feels. This is hell to me.
I just need advice because I feel so low. I know God isnt going to answer every prayer, but this time I really needed it for my dad and my family and I feel ive been abandoned. I believe Ive had help from God in a bad situation I was in, so I hoped he would fix this one in some way. That quran passage really lifted my hopes and now its all crashed.
This isnt a case of "just be more patient" because 1 more minute is just 1 more minute of hell to my father and it makes my depression really bad.
Please give advice, thanks
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