A friend asked me to come to their house. I got super excited because tbh I don’t have many friends.Cue my stupid ocd thoughts. Suddenly I get thoughts in my head asking me to not go to their house or Allah will be mad at me.
To “undo” this, I started praying i my head telling Allah that if there was some wrong with my act then forgive me. I prayed once while staring at an exit sign which has a cartoon on it and I felt like I committed shirk.... Then today I was making some dua while a wall was infront of me. I got this strong feeling in my heart that I was praying to the wall and I needed to think I do not think the wall is God. But at the same time I got a urge to think that I need to tell Allah that I will be going to my friends house. So I just thought the latter and while still believing the wall is God. Now I feel really guilty that I prayed to the wall and committed shirk instead of clearing my head and not praying to the wall. I feel like my desire to go to my friends house made me forget about God. How do I repent? I already did shahadah again. Should I not go to their house? I feel so sad and upset.
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