I've been going thru the absolute worst time of my life for the past couple months. I prayed to him and I prayed some more. He didn't listen. He never listens to me. I'm starting to hate him. I curse him in my head. I denounce him in front of my peers because of how much I hate him for the cards I was dealt in life. I never thought this is what my life would turn into. I need help because I want to be a good Muslim again. I think I denounce him because it's easier for me to accept that he doesn't exist than to accept he's been ignoring my prayers for years. I know I'm not a good person, you'll all read this and think fuck this guy for hating our God. He was my god too. I want him to still be my God. I just don't know how to unhate him.
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