To put this into context, I've been praying consistently for one thing. This year has been hard for me in terms of my overall mental health. The lockdown along with other personal events have made this quite a rough few months.
I've been praying for a few things, and if I don't get what I desire, then I'm ok with it. However there is one thing that I really want that I've been praying consistently for in the last few months and it's not even that much to ask for: a healthy mental state. I've been asking Allah swt to make my anxiety/depression and suicidal thoughts* go away, but it's not working. I'm still miserable mentally despite praying to him that I'd be happier in all of my after prayer Duas. It doesn't work, so what's the point? Does Allah want me to have a miserable mental state because it's all a "test"?
*About suicidal thoughts: No, I'm not actually going to do it but I do wish that I die sometimes!
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