I have this feeling lately that I have a cold stone heart . Like sometimes I pray but I dont feel it , like I just say the words . I go out with brothers and feel filthy for having dirty thoughts while they are so much better in islam and they are married . Sometimes I feel like I am a hypocrite and that I am doing a lot of sins which are leading me to destruction and I feel loss of empathy . I say words that I dont even feel like morning and night azkaar . I feel , I dont know ... Lost . Like I have a bad heart that no matter what , it wont turn for good . We are such sinners as humans and when we compare ourselves to our prophet and sahabbas we are soo out of the league . May Allah show mercy in us and our hearts . I dont ask in dua much rather than Allah to clean my heart and my intention and make me amongst the truthful
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