Due to my age and having my parents here, it is very hard for me to practice properly and I would appreciate any support on that matter. I am a 13 year old white person interested in Islam, who lives nowhere near any mosques or masjids, so I cannot speak to any Imams or anything on any of this sadly. My parents also probably will not let me speak to an Imam as they hold the belief that many Muslims are Pedophiles or radicals. I have an addiction to watching haram material online, and after I have watched it I feel great guilt, and I am unable to preform Ghusl because by the time I get round to sinning, we only have cold water and my parents would clearly suspect something is wrong. I also believe that I must tell my parents about my addiction to haram material, because it is a sin if I don't, I also cannot build the courage to do so. I also cannot speak Arabic and Duolingo doesn't really help, so I cannot preform my 5 daily prayers and I probably can't preform dua either. I feel great amounts of sorrow for my sins, and I just keep re-sinning, I really need help and advice because these problems have been haunting me ever since I started getting interested in Islam.
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