Hello, sorry for bothering you but i just had once-in-the-lifetime experience just few hours ago and i want to know more about it and understand the message that i received in my sleep. please note that i am not trolling or making this up nor i am suffering from any form of mental illness. i do suffer from some physical illness and i do get Anxiety attacks time to time but now as an adult 23 years old, i am able to control those feelings/attacks better. I am Not drinking alcohol, eat meat or smoke cigarettes or take drugs. I stopped doing first three things months ago and for at least 8 months i am sober.
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Background:
I am not a Christian or Jewish or Muslim, I do not worship god of Abraham (that Changed from this morning) but I am a Hindu, I belong to the Brahmin-Priestly Caste, all of my ancestors were either Royal Priests or Preachers, Scholars and Teachers of Vedas and other Hindu Scriptures as far as i can trace my Ancestry (family have record of lineage till 11th century unbroken, by lineage to Vedic-Arya(not NAZI) Tribes). in my early teenage years i even said some words about followers of three Abrahamic Religions, Jesus, Prophets and G-d himself as i was devout Hindu, may god forgive me for that. but i loved History so i studied all three abrahemic Religions with bird's eye and because of that i am familiar with most of the popular historical things such as exodus, story of Christ, story of prophets etc so i guess i know some things about Abrahamic Religion. during my younger ago i used to visit local Church that was near my house and used to pry there with my mother but beside that i have nothing worth mentioning here. some of the things that i learned about Judeo-Christian traditions are from western media/movies that's it.
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Story:
Everything started last year when i went to different state for the studies, just on the second day i fell ill so i had to visit a hospital in rain at late night, i tried the medicine but did not feel any better so i went back to my native place for treatment, i was ill for over 1.5 months(longest time in my life) and i lost a good amount of weight as i was unable to eat due to GI Problems, I also had small 3mm kidney stone that thankfully passed without any Pain. sadly the GI problems remained for months in varied frequency and i started having other Urinary Problems as well recently.
during this testing time I became more open Politically, Religiously, culturally etc, moving to a large city from small city/town and mixing with people from different faith and ideas also helped me to understand/accept their beliefs as well. i prayed to the gods for my sins and i believe this is why god gave me this chance to understand him better. in my life i only received dreams of divinity couple of times but nothing like this, i once saw my ancestors in my dream i believe(may have repeated this dream couple of times i guess), i asked to gods for reasons or true path or better way to worship one day and on the same day i saw a Hindu Priest who told me to read the mantras Carefully/correctly and thats it. so this kind of experience is new for me and i dont dream often. I do get some recurring nightmares every few years but i cant tell what i saw/hear last night was not a nightmare.
just couple of days ago my health related problems became very hard for me to ignore and I finally went to the doctors, he told me that i need to do some medical testing, listed my entire medical History and well, also told me that i need circumcision. we went for the medical tests same day but staff told us to come today.
last night or in early morning i was sleeping when i saw/heard three words "Don't worry about Racism, Worship one True God and Bring those.these two beautiful boys to the world" and i woke up, i was repeating those same words subconsciously until i heard Azan and slowly realized that i heard commands of god directed to me. It was very unique experience for me as i dont think that i felt some thing like that in my life, I was asleep but i feel like i was conscious when i heard those words.
I believe the first words were directed to me because i like studying human Biology and Anthropology was becoming overly-SJWish and spending more and more time with issues of race relations.during third part i saw 2 boys, they were kind of "white" maybe multiracial and it was the second part that hit me hard. ever since i was in my Teenage years i used to ask to god to show me the true path in my sleep,i only did that for couple of times but as i was abusive and close minded thats why i guess i did not get any answer from my question. but after praying for forgiveness and good behavior for almost 8/9 months i guess i cleaned my Mind and body from Sin thus during this testing time i got this three commands.
I heard only these 3 commands nothing else, i should say that i realized those 3 commands as it was different experience. I googled after i woke up and learned that dreaming in one of the way The God communicates with the people and Prophets such as Peter and Solomon also talked to The God in similar way so this is not a something new. the words of my dream are also not contradicting with teachings of god (in context) and one part of my dream is kind of future prophecy/Command that many people claim that they received from The God in their life.
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please note that i did not get any specific command on which path i have to follow, Judaism ? Christianity ? Islam ? Other Religion ? I dont think that a non-Jewish person can become Jewish in "true way", the phase One True God is repeated by Judeo-Christian Traditions so if not Judaism, it's Christianity ? i dont remember for sure, but during the time the word came to my mind was "Islam" but i displayed displeasure i don't know why, also as i woke up i heard Azan so maybe there's some connection as well. Today i was planning to go for medical tests (today-tomorrow i dont know, these tests are expensive and I am short on Capital.) and getting this message in just a day after knowing that i need Circumcision(A necessary practice as per Abrahamic Religions) tells me that all of this is related and have some sort of Strong connection to my life and Future. In Hinduism as well dreams and evens that are interconnected like this are considered signs of divine guidance.
you guys are the most knowledgeable persons of your Path, please share some thoughts on this. I am waiting for your answers here. sorry for the Long Post, i hope you will understand my position and guide me.
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