I see no purpose of my life. Everything's stuck. I get nowhere. I'm a nobody. I can't even be in my own shell. Literally 2 days ago, it felt like something tried to escape my body and I lied here on my bed almost the whole day, fighting against that shit. Slept, woke up, slept, woke up... Desoriented, confused. I even doubted if it was all a dream, but I talked to my contact person and she can confirm this. So wtf was that??
I'm a waste of oxygen, blood, bones, everything.
The only reason I don't kill myself, is because of my siblings. I don't even care about going to hell anymore. I just don't want them to be more sad, than they already are. But I don't wanna go to hell either.. Idek what I'm writing.. Mhh..
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