Moving out before marriage

Hello

Im sure this has been posted before, but with slightly different circumstances

I live at home with parents, 31 year old male

Not married

I had a tonne of mental health issues in my mid twenties, depression and got diagnosed with bipolar disorder

My father is someone who only prayed on eid day sometimes he would pray fajr. Maybe a jumma every now and then.

He has a really bad temper, the mood of the house depends on his mood... and when he has a hard shift at work he will come home and take it out on the family, by starting to swear and shout about something small

He has always worked long hours at a factory, so i appreciate he works hard

But we have always had a rough relationship

I started practicing about 8 years ago and more consistent id say in the last 3-4 years praying 5 times.

These past couple of years i have been avoiding my father, i usually leave my room when he leaves for work, then when he comes back from work i literally walk past him and say bye. And back to my room.

Every month there will be an incident where he will swear.

And even if its not directed at me, it puts me on edge and ruins my day.

I dont like the feeling living in a house where i have too avoid certain rooms or not know how my day will be because it depends on another person.

This is more of a rant then a question.

Sorry for wasting your time.

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