Asalam aleykum brothers and sisters i have a very serious problem with a big background, let me try to explain. ever since my youthdays i had feelings ppl could read my thoughts or hear my feelings when im near them, as i kid i thought there was this female ghost that was like an imaginary friend for me. Nowadays after years of observation of my problem i come to the conclusion that my mind and body is occupated by a jinn or was cursed by a witch or sorcerer. Idk whats going on in my mind but i see small glimpses of it and it gives me huge panic attacks, i heard my screams on the left side in my child voice SHAYTAN SHALL STOP HE SHALL STOP as if im in agony on the right side i hear pleadings saying please please in a whimmering voice and in the middle there was me unable to move or think. Sometimes its like im zoning out and i feel detached being completely somewhere else, hearing ppl talking as if im in another room, i get nauseous sometimes and see things before my eyes for example trough someone else eyes what hes doing rn and so on but not so clear that i could make up whats going on. Nightmares are another part of it all, when i was younger ichad lot of nightmares where my mother would wake me bc i screamed, im swimming in the sea becoming heavy like an anchor falling to the ground with no chance to get back up slowly drowning and thats where i wake up I have this huge feeling my left body part is in conflict with the right so it even mingles with my balance, i constantly trup cant walk properly my muscles feel sore my legs wobbly and not rly solid in stance or movement, i get weird feelings coming from the right while i get pain from left. Sometimes its so crazy i donr feel my legs even till the point i cant feel my penis and butt anymore. I have frequwnt panaic attacks and im unable to properly think or feel, at this point i am very paranoid and feeling as if a big shadow is stalking me, i have lots of voices going over me all day, some are imperative some try to help me saying who i am and i shouldnt believe it, i had a mental breakdown and i heard this female voice in my head laughing she condtantly says things that arent true and tries to imitate my thoughts for example saying im gay im pedophile im a murderer im the sheytan etc. And its driving me mad slowly, i cant even pray properly amymore. I feel like i have been cursed or someone did sihr with me, the worst is ppl notice and even said its true they give me hints i get looked at wherever i am i csn hese them talking about me and i feel like whenever ppl try to tell me about it they get problems in their head i tried speaking about it ppl allways get weird and anxious is there any help or does anybody know what that could be? Barak allahu feek
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