I joined wrestling because I'm quite skinny and I wanted to get tougher mentally and physically. I made it clear to my coaches I didn't want to wrestle any girls because it was against my religion. It must've slipped their mind tonight because I found myself in a match with a female. I have very bad eyesight so I couldn't tell if they were really a girl, but I soon horrifyingly realized she was female after grabbing her and throwing her to the ground, pinning them. She got back up and I didn't know what to do. I could've humiliated this girl by quitting in the middle of the match. But I kept going and continued to put her in headlocks and stuff that you should never do to a woman until she eventually got hurt and had to quit.
I felt like crying seeing her limp back and forth in the gym and I don't know if I should quit the team and end up drifting from teammates that I wanted to become friends with or if I should just make repentance and keep going. Is it better if I quit? More so because if my dad found out what I did, he'd probably be very disturbed? The coaches apologized profusely and said it would never happen again.
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