I consider myself a strong believer. But I can’t find it in myself to make any duaa for anything dunya related, as I don’t believe it ultimately makes a difference. Need some guidance.

I believe strongly and all the religions teachings, follow all the rules, and make duaa daily for myself and my family in the afterlife.

But when it comes to things to do with my current life, things school, career, life related, I find that I don’t believe duaa will make a difference and it worries me. For the longest time I made duaa without believing it would impact my life at all, then I stopped making any dunya related duaa at all. All my prayers now are fully revolves around worship and forgiveness.

Does this indicate my weak iman? I need someone to share some wisdom about duaa because it always feels futile. It just feels as though my current concerns, though major in my own life, are irrelevant in the grand scheme of things and allah won’t intervene with anything. At the end it feels as though I’m no better off from the duaa.

It makes it worse that one of the most religious periods of my life coincided with one of the worst periods of my life career and mental health wise. Following that, I found myself becoming less religious, and everything started to look up. That did not help at all. It did not shake my belief in allah, but rather my belief that allah won’t accept my duaa now.

I need some guidance.

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