Salam alaikum,
I converted to Islam at 19 and was very practicing for a time
I am now 21 and haven’t prayed in close to a year.
The last year has been the toughest year of my life, in short I have and still am struggling with my mental health.
During this rough patch of my life I have made many mistakes, I started smoking, doing drugs, drinking, and other haram after quitting all of these for the sake of Allah.
I was aware of the month of Ramadan and neglected to fast or pray any of those days.
I feel as though I’m little more than trash waiting to be thrown in the garbage dump known as jahanam.
But I know Allah is merciful and forgiving, I want to make the changes in my life I made in the past for the sake of the deen. I want to relearn to pray, I want to give up the haram, I want to follow the Quran and the sunnah
I’ve heard that Iman fluctuates up and down, my only request from anyone here is to make Dua that Allah guides me down the right path, and that I may have the strength inside of me to overcome the hurdle placed in my path.
Insha’Allah I will be up in the morning for fajr.
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