Whenever I'm doing something I really like that has no basis in religion, like listening to podcasts in Spanish, learning other languages in general, or just watching videos on Youtube for fun, I start to feel really guilty. I feel as though although these things are great, they're not building up my akhirah and I might be held accountable for not using that time to pray more, read Quran more, etc. It becomes a constant struggle to not have religion on my mind 24/7. When I'm doing religious practices, I'm thinking about my hobbies, and when I'm doing my hobbies, I'm thinking about how I should be performing religious practices. Sometimes I just wish I didn't exist. I don't think I can remember God 24/7 or remember to say alhamdulilah so many times (although, ideally, I feel I should); it's just really burdening me these days. Advice brothers and sisters?
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