I feel like a munafiq. Some days I'm praying and doing good deeds, others I'm engaging in sin, etc. It reminds me of that hadith that says a time will come when a person will be a Muslim in the morning and a kafir by night.
For example, I used to pray and make an effort, but now I just listen to music and have been thinking about girls (and I'm married, BTW) that I shouldn't be thinking about that I've done haram with in the past.
Why don't I hate it? I feel like a hypocrite. I made some very big sins in the past and yet here I am "missing" it when I'm married?
I wish there was a button I could press to be a good and obedient Muslim for the long-term instead of just sometimes.
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