I used to be good. Like not watching movies or listening to songs good even though people around me were doing it. I used to dress religiously and think about Allah and religion in almost everything I did. I don't know when and how but I've lost my way. I still pray everyday and fast in Ramadan but I've stopped feeling regret when I do something bad and most of the time I want to do it again. Maybe it's because of the haram relationships I have been in. They broke my heart and made me depressed, because of that I've stopped feeling anything. I want to be good again, religion wise. I'm not sure how can I feel the way I used to again. I want to be scared and afraid of hellfire again. I want to believe in these things again. It's not that I don't it's just that I'm lost. I'm sorry if this is all messed up but I'm actually scared that I'll go completely out the straight path and end up worse than ever.
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