For a while now I've been falling out of being Muslim. I took my shahada about a year and a half ago, and was going really strong for a while. I've had many "salafi burnouts".
I know you aren't supposed to reveal your sins but recently I really haven't been much of a Muslim. I haven't gone to jummah, let alone prayed in a while now. I've fallen back into drugs and alcohol and smoking cigarettes , I've even been eating pork and other haram indiscriminately.
I'm worried that my heart has hardened up, and I will end up in jahannam. I just don't know how to get back into the swing of things anymore. I feel like a complete and utter failure.
I desperately want to go back to the old times of praying 5 times a day and being pious.
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