Salam Aleykum brothers and sisters. I will keep this brief. I took my shahada about a year ago and til this day I have not yet finished the Qur’an due to some of my bad habits still lingering. I don’t know what to do as a Muslim. It’s hard for me to find my purpose, I feel as if I’m not doing good enough.
I see new converts learn Arabic and recite Duas so beautifully and it seems that they know which direction to go in whereas I don’t. Sometimes I feel like I’m meant to be misguided and other days I don’t. I certainly want to be guided and haven’t given up and don’t ever plan to. I don’t know where to start, what to start learning, what to start doing, I feel like just a paperweight Muslim. I go to work, come home and just do things that don’t benefit me. I want to be better in Islam and I feel like I’m moving a snails pace and don’t know what to do.
I’m not even sure what I’m complaining about to be honest. Anyone ever feel like this and get out of it?
Thanks
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